Wednesday afternoon

Since Tuesday morning things have been going well.  I am still wearing the chastity device.  I took it off for a short time last night to get a shower.  The lord was good to me last night my cell phone was almost dead so I could not look at any pornography.  So I just went to sleep.

I went up with the fire company today to show respect for the Vietnam mobile wall. That was something impressive (wall and motorcycles).  There was a state police car leading the 12 motorcycle honor guard and then the wall in boxes on a flat bed truck.  That was followed by about 500 motorcycles.  I stood at attention the whole time the motorcycles went by out of respect.  Many of the men on motorcycles saluted back at me. 

After I got back to work, I worked for a while and then needed a break so I started to some YouTube videos.  One came came up on my home page for a lingerie model and I watched it.  Then I watched several more.  I could not get hard and I could not masturbate. I just kept watching the videos.  Eventually I pulled my self away because I had to get back to work. :-(  I'm not sure why.

I hope I can spend some time with my wife tonight.  I need the together time.