I was supposed to add an entry for each day since 7 Sept. I forgot about that. I will start today and try to do this every day.
Saturday was a bad day. I could not get to sleep no matter what I tried. My wife was up working on some projects for her students. I was lonely and felt that I would not get to sleep if I didn't do something. I go my phone out and I went to one of my past pron sites and watched s video. then masturbated until orgasm. :-(
It always seems to make me sleepy. Maybe because of the amount of energy it takes to orgasm. Maybe because of the pattern I have gotten into. I'm not sure. I did fall asleep after that.
Sunday I Decided to try the chastity device again. It is impossible to get an erection or masturbate with it on. I have had it on since Sunday evening. It is working. It seems to reduce my interest in any form of porn.
I have not masturbated since Sunday night. I did go to a porn site last night but since I could not get erect or masturbate I did not stay there very long. I fell asleep bit on Sunday and Monday without any help.
I'll let you know tomorrow how things go.
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